Friday, July 30
this week's been bad. and i really mean bad. if it's just going to get worse, i'm going to run around with a chopper screaming. let's just say that i spent a great deal of time working on my eng compre ( i woke up at 4 am can?) only to 'lose' it in school.. let's not accuse anyone.. so i redid it last night.. another 1 1/2 hours blown. then this morning it was found in someone's file. obviously she didn't take it, she's too sweet and gentle and she's my friend! so some bleeping idiot sabotaged me. i can't believe it. 1 1/2 hours of sleep. it's bad enough doing it once! well. yeah that was the reason i was all panicky and hysterical and teary. sorry if i scared anyone, but i was really upset. and thanks to um half the class for helping me search the classroom while i was filming upstairs. sigh.
binged on ice cream despite my sore throat today. and loved every mouthful of it. there's nothing like ice cream after 2 bio pract tests in a day.. and a lousy lit test. my lit's going down the drain. my teacher read my essay over my shoulder as i was doing the test and told me to be more sensitive. i decided not to tell her i was too cold to be sensitive. i mean what kinda lousy prose is this? oedipus complex? it made me sick to analyse the relationship. like ewww. how do i write ' the narrator had improper thoughts towards his own mother, for heaven's sake!' without sounding like the prude i sometimes am? so yeah gonna do badly. can't wait to go out next week. it's gonna be a blast! then we can go shopping! whee! jean and jp went crazy over my closet the other day. hahahha. now they want me to bring them out to shop for nice clothes. gosh first time i actually hear i've got nice clothes. but now i'm broke. paid $36.75 to develop a 105 photos.. which got passed around class to my distaste.. had a whale of a time laughing at our crazy pictures.
homework calls. i am determined to owe no one anything. where is life? one day i'll fly away.. but when?
it must've been love.
8:13 pm
xoxo
